What’s the Point

Published March 21, 2013 by lindseymeetsworld

What’s the point??
Of fighting the good fight, successfully becoming sober when ALL ODDS are against you. Only for people to NEVER believe your nothing but a drug addict.

I was honest. HONEST!! I told the truth, I admitted it. And yet I am still treated like a worthless drug addict. Like some scummy bitch with a needle in my arm as though that’s who I am.

Ironically, the people who ARE addicts, the ones who are not honest, the ones who lie….they are the ones who are “perfect”. Why do people believe them? Because there is NO BETTER LIER than an addict. So they are believable I suppose.

Gosh that makes all sorts of sense!

I didn’t fight so I could have people now down to me. I didn’t do it for ANYONE but myself and my child. But maybe a simple “Good Job” would be nice.
Maybe you just STOP enticing me. As though I am a weak person.

Seriously, what’s the fucking point!!!!

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